Alex's . . .

Musing over the scene at my window, Gliding blithely,my predilection (for them) I admit, But Lying am I?I am not jealous. For eon i can enjoy them, And their insouciance appeals every time (Lying am I?)But I am not jealous. Fecundating the barren,bringing hilarity to the scores, scenting the air out of nothing like a magician, Still am I lying,Am I jealous? Under the aegis of no one and never being adjured, They go any where they please,taking any shape And I wonder,Am I jealous? What an effortless cruise it might have been, As they fall blithely from the acme(of clouds), Again I wonder,Why not I be jealous? No woes,No pain,No grief, No course,No mission,nothing Now I wonder,if I am jealous? For I wish I were like you, You carefree rain drops,truly blessed to bless And now you know why i am jealous. I know well life is no fairy tale and even more so The adage,no rose without thorns,But this I sincerely wish that The scene at my window was real.

We met again now And I wish she knew how She made me feel cold With feelings I never knew I had Seeing her leave I feel so bald Ah how i wish I had told... Helpless for i am caught up in sea, Depth I know not though i could see, Its clear,the destination and the course, But its getting heavy the pain,hunger and remorse, That my eyeballs hide which you know not neither he, Ah how I wish she was here to share... A movie like my life goes,an unfortunate sad one, So unfair yet no one to complain and I, I cry in vain (am not a hero) just let me live. I feel I never belong here Like odd one out living here and there, Ah how I wish someone knew what it is like to be ME! Note:This is just another simple poem off the top of my head.Resemblance to anyone is purely/merely a coincidence and any inconvinence is regretted!Thanks :)